What follows is the third written channeled transmission from September of 2016. I was not yet ready to accept that channeling was 'real' at the time and so this has never been shared.
-J
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You will allow us to get personal now.
There is a huge amount of gratitude, appreciation and love for you for your decision to fill this role.
You are able, through a series of physical and emotive variables and through a pre-conceived contract, to tap into the source of our energy. You have always known this and have until now not consciously decided to partake in the agreement. Do not feel guilty for this for there is no time and what is relevant is your participation now and now.
You will not be understood and it will not matter because the understandings are not and cannot be immediate. This communication is not urgent for anyone but you. The words translated here are brought for you to be able to ease into this new role and begin to have faith in your abilities. There is no need to rush. We and you are not going anywhere and there is no possibility of error.
You will learn and allow more and more. You are learning now. In some time, of your perceived time, you will look back on today and tomorrow and yesterday and marvel at how far you have come. It is only relevant that you keep existing. If it moves you to sit, for now, at these keys and tap away then do so, but feel no obligation. It is not needed and the development is underway in whichever way you see fit to relate to it.
You are on the right path, as well. You are exposing yourself consistently to other people who have walked your path, other channels for other entities. What is happening is real as long as you say it is. If you choose to say it is not, then it is not. Look inside yourself, try on both opinions and choose which feels right to you via your reaction to it. That is your personal truth, and from your point of all-there-is consciousness, that is the only reality. Choose this as you would choose all other things and you will not be disappointed with the outcomes.
Disregard what others may say for they cannot be inside of you. You will not be able to explain with words the process of receiving the information. You may choose, as others have, to adopt the information as your own or funnel it away from your personality construct. Both choices are valid. Know however that both choices have their relating effects and those will need processing too. In the meantime, take the emotion of doubt and insecurity that you feel and learn from them what they are trying to teach you. Your confidence was accurate. No one can know, and even if it looks to someone on the outside as arrogance, they are teaching you. Do not let them teach you to be a sheep. Do not allow them to teach you not to shine. These states, the dull passive state of following the crowd are temporary comforts and in the end do not help you to avoid anything but a falsely perceived threat that was never there in the first place.
You are, all you suspect yourself to be. You are, the grand master of your universe. You are, the god you know is housed inside of you. You do have your powers, you do have your gifts. You do have the choice and the capability and the possibility to use them. You can change the world into what you want to see it as.
You can accomplish the great things that are in your heart. You are already on your way.
Chin up girl, you have a beautiful path ahead of you.
-Channeled by JP Herman.
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Notes from Jess:
Rereading this material was extremely difficult as years had passed since it came through me and I had not taken any action towards developing or allowing channeling. At the time it was written I was indeed discouraged by the opinions of others and took a large and lengthy step away from channeling and consequently, myself.
I do look back, in this tomorrow and marvel at how far I have come, but if there is a lesson to be learnt here (and there always is) is that I will not squander opportunities or time again.
I feel so much love and appreciation to know that these beings always have my back and have always and will always be walking si+