2:33pm - session duration 33:23
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There is still much distortion in insecurity.
Even now you are trying to discern if the words which come are yours or not yours.
Simultaneously taking ownership for and rejecting ownership of thoughts that come through your mind to be spoken.
This fear and hesitance makes the process slower.
We would say that the way to loosen the fear and the hesitance would be to remember that there are no individual thoughts.
That thoughts do not belong to an individual being and that there is no way to filter the universal thoughts from the thoughts that you have chosen to take ownership of.
So you may relax and know that there is no ownership.
There is no us and you.
You are us, we are you.
And in this form of communion there is no separation.
Your permission and willingness are now stronger than your insecurity and fear and this is demonstrated by your presence and by our presence.
And as you gain confidence in your presence and our presence there will be a more consistent flow both of language and information.
We are pleased to be able to start working with you in this way.
And as you know up until this point much has been kept from you.
Both to keep you from distraction and to prepare you on a lets say personal level to be at a place where you do not give importance to what is not important.
It seems as if you are doing things on your own right now but you are not doing anything alone.
Your earth team is forming around you.
Each of which will have their specific role and there is no urgency to its formation.
And in this first phase we will be giving you personal information so that you can better be balanced when the information that is more universal comes through.
Because you still do not have complete levels of trust.
Please remember that it is because of your experiences of mistrust or experiences of not being believed that you were able and have been able to arrive to where you are which is exactly where you need to be.
Now is not then.
And the belief that you have that you were somehow affected by not being able to speak for/with us is simply a belief and that none of those circumstances actually were in any way traumatic to you.
At any time you can put down that belief and freely communicate with/for us as you have agreed to in your potentials contract.
We are aware of the questions that are pulsing in your mind and assure you both that they will be answered and that no answer serves.
You can relax into this knowing.
We would suggest that before meeting with us in this way, if there are specific queries to write them down and review them on a visual level before meeting with us in this way.
This is because we are occupying the part of the physical vessel that controls language and therefore language queries that you would like to pose to us will cause interference similar to what is now being experienced in your mind.
And the quieting of that mind will make communication more efficient.
As vision occupies a separate part of the brain writing down your query and looking at it before meeting with us will allow that query to occupy the mind at the same time as our transmission and less interference will occur.
We also suggest research on exercises which will strengthen the bond between left and right hemispheres of your brain matter including diet as such.
So as to allow your to be both present and absent on a cognitive level.
We did hear your request for support yesterday.
Your personal request for aid in remaining at a high vibration and without distortion when interacting with your children and this request has been approved and we will provide extra support for your individuation in learning the tools and skills and releasing beliefs that oppose your intention.
We would however like to emphasize that the request itself comes now from a belief that is erroneous.
The contract you have with your children at this time is perfect for the optimal growth of all parties and yet we understand the desire to have the same level of growth with more ease, awareness, presence and joy.
Please know that your perception of the circumstance of which we are speaking is still highly conditioned by your memories both of your own childhood and experiences before however your memories are not accurate because the only truth is that nothing went wrong and it is your belief that something went wrong that allows you to believe that something could go wrong.
Nothing ever does or could go wrong.
And so it is from this perspective that we can say that regardless of how you judge yourself, you, in every moment, are doing everything right.
This has been the lesson that has been most wanted to be learnt through the experience of you having children up until this point and moving forward we will support you with the new intention of your relationship, focus being entirely upon them.
With the removal of the distortions from your perceived past.
And while this brings great relief to you, remind yourself that this is not our doing.
This is your doing and our will is one.
You must drink more water.
You are weakened by alcohol.
Now we will leave.
You will awaken refreshed and ready to be in service for this day.
Thank you.
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Channeled and transcribed by JP Herman